If I look 3 years back, I was just selling some of my furniture as I already knew I will be moving to Poland. I showed my apartment for the new tenants and packed my stuff to be stored at my parents place. I was excited about moving, but at the same time I had no idea how it would go in reality. Afterwords I have wondered how I had so much courage to change my life so dramatically, but I'm more than happy that I took this opportunity and learned something new also about myself. I'm not sure what were my expectations about Poland and about the studies, but as I look back I was just so excited and maybe also a bit stressed about everything new. When I left Finland I did not know when I would come back, that feeling is even more stronger now. I do not see myself living in Finland at least in the near future. Poland is my home for now, but I could see myself in other countries too. I think that once I left from Finland and survived so well, it is now easier to think that I could live almost anywhere.
These three years have passed so fast and now it is already the time to start something new. I'm so happy that my family has supported me in my decisions, even when I know they would like to see me more often. During these years I have built new friendships, another safety-net apart from the one I have in Finland. What really makes living in Poland so good, are these people. At the same time I feel guilt that I haven't been able to spend that much time with my friends in Finland. Maybe this quote shows my feelings towards these friends: "Good friends are like stars, you don't always see them but you know they're always there."
|The third semester was studying in cafes and meeting with friends every Wednesday in a jazz bar. Our friend from Finland came to visit us here in Wroclaw and I met many new people.|
|The fifth semester started the final year of LLB. I met with my family in Stockholm, I continued teaching at the Finnish school and I got involved with the Telders moot court. I also started to write my thesis.|
|The last semester was probably the most stressful and eventful. We had a trip to Ukraine, I visited Finland as a surprise, Telders competition in Warsaw and in the Hague, thesis and finally graduation!|
" I think that once I left from Finland and survived so well, it is now easier to think that I could live almost anywhere."ReplyDelete
This happened to me. After my exchange I basically kept living in another countries. I can see myself having a summer cottage in Finland in some point and I am proud of Finland, but it is not my home anymore.
I wish you a good summer. Enkä kyllä tiedä miksen kirjoittanut tätä suomeksi, mutta jään seurailemaan mitä sun tulevaisuus tuo tullessaan :) jatkossa sitten kokonaan suomeksi haha
Haha, välillä kielen valinta on vaikeaa ;) tekstini kun on englanniksi niin ehkä se on toisaalta luontevaa näin suomalaiselta suomalaisellekin :D Mutta se on totta, että nyt on koko maailma auki ja mahdollisuuksia täynnä. Johannesburg kuulostaa mielenkiintoiselta! Hyvää kesää! :)Delete